December 2009
1 post
so soon
i already got tired of writing on here. i did start writing in my real diary again, though. i guess the main reason i stopped writing here was because it’s hard keeping it a secret, since i’m always always with patrick. but he makes me so god damn happy. i’ve never wanted to get married. i thought it was stupid. but i heard “Unchained Melody” on the radio, and i...
November 2009
16 posts
fear
fear is, at many times, completely irrational. we hold fears of things that other people don’t, and in that way, we know that that thing is most likely harmless. most fears derive from the human’s fear of the unknown. for example, a classic type of fear is fear of the dark. after the lights are turned off, you can probably remember that there is nothing alive in the room that can harm...
pee in a cup!
i had to get a drug test today to work at target (seasonal; i take what i can get), so as long as i pass that and the background check, i’m golden. i had to drive 20 minutes just to get to the place where they’ll take my piss. i didn’t know how professional it is. the procedure made me angry. they made me wash my hands way too many times, and they feel super dry.
how is it...
destructor of life
okay, maybe that’s a little overdramatic
yesterday, i met with shannon for coffee and conversation. i could always see the situation from her point of view, but i knew she didn’t know it from mine, in respects to the whole birthday thing and such. so anyway, we met, and here’s the gist:
i was like a sister to her, and it was a really hard time for her. after her and i...
indecision
after posting the last couple photoposts, i’ve become very hesitant about this whole moving thing. i don’t want to move hundreds of miles from where i am now just to feel like i’m in the same exact place, except foggier. i’m just scared i’ll make this huge change, expecting to be somewhere totally different, and then regret going there just because i never got to be...
So where’s your guy/girl?
next to mmmmeee
downloading musics for mmeee
L-O-V-E it’s a mysteryy
hahahah
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yess. boyfriend. i’m cheesy
Are they still your best friend?
yyyes
one of them
Have you kissed under water?
yeah
Did you know anyone who committed suicide?
i hope not.
i have coaxed people out of it...
november
my november goal is to finally finish that scarf i started knitting 3 years ago.
i always get distracted :/ but i won’t this year!
i’m excited for winter!
reunion: the ex-best friend?
there’s this girl (we’ll call her Shannon) i used to be friends with
i met her about 5 years ago in 8th grade when i moved here. we had that type of relationship that was kind of awkward; we were friends but only because we knew the same people. we hung out once alone in 8th grade, and i had a lot of fun. she was like the gossip queen of the school, and she always had something to...
22/100
The BBC believes most people will have read only 6 of the 100.
01 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen -
02 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien -
03 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte -
04 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling -
05 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee -
06 The Bible -
07 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte -
08 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell -...
so
i’ve never had a blog/tumblr/etc that i actually kept up with. i suspect that is because i’ve had subscribers or what-not on there that i actually know in person. the things i want to write about almost always have something to do with my (sometimes extremely) personal life, and people i know in real life have no business knowing them as long as they know they’re about me. man,...