LolaAnonymous

All names have been changed; places are kept vague or the same. You'll never know my real name, but you can call me Lola. Feel free to read into my uncensored life, containing my thoughts and experiences.

DISCLAIMER: I tend to rant, and as a result, many posts are long. I understand most people won't want to read them.

indecision

after posting the last couple photoposts, i’ve become very hesitant about this whole moving thing. i don’t want to move hundreds of miles from where i am now just to feel like i’m in the same exact place, except foggier. i’m just scared i’ll make this huge change, expecting to be somewhere totally different, and then regret going there just because i never got to be in the city i really want to be in. since patrick and i have been talking about this, i’ve been picturing myself in the city, walking around, sitting in cafés, etc. but i’m just gonna be in the same place as here, just without a car :[ i’m still going to go, but i’m gonna try to get a job in the city so i can at least go there all the time.

ahh

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