LolaAnonymous

i already got tired of writing on here. i did start writing in my real diary again, though. i guess the main reason i stopped writing here was because it’s hard keeping it a secret, since i’m always always with patrick. but he makes me so god damn happy. i’ve never wanted to get married. i thought it was stupid. but i heard “Unchained Melody” on the radio, and i immediately imagined him and i dancing our first dance as a couple, with everyone at the reception watching, my parents crying. i almost cried, it made me so happy. i’m excited for our future. i love him sooo much. it’s pathetic.